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我的华语很lack，我不懂的表达我自己
只知道接下来的几周or几个月，我会很emo

今年的生日可以说是我一生中最非同凡响的
因为我根本没有生日mood,应该说我根本没有mood


就想陈老师说的，
"气发不得，
没有自己，
逃避伤心。"

既然她有了这个决定，我应该欣然接受
错不在我，如果要归根就底的话，那么就是timing 不准

我应该懂得学会放下，不应该太执着
我不可以失去自我

与其痛苦一辈子，不如来个快刀砍乱麻

天知道
perhaps i deserved this karma

Life is just a series of trying to make up your mind

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My mind is totally blank, but i just feel like writing this bullshit post right here right now.

First of all, I would say "happy birthday" to myself, it sounds pathetic to me right now, as my heart is not feeling really nice right now, too many things happeded and I really dont know what should I react.

After all, that would be the most memorable bday gift from her, was just few hours ago, and I realised what's so important to her. Life is full of lies, and I would be grateful that I knew it early.

and I would like to thanks all of you who wished me.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me again..
CHEERS.
no matter what it is, be tough to face it, it just takes time to heal:)

and phei, i like the phrase you sent me
"The angrier you get, the more mistakes you make and the easier you'll get hurt."

JAMES, R.I.P

Two Utar student drowned, one missing at Kampar waterfalls

JAMES KHOR,
although there's a lot of conflits between us in the past, you'll still my friend and everything is already over. It's sad to know about your accident, nothing much I can say, and really sorry to know about your news, REST IN PEACE JAMES.

Happy Halloween

People, what's ur reaction after seeing this picture?
hahahahahaha

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

guess most of the people will go for celebration, but i'm stucked at home, studying my TAMADUN ISLAM still, all just thanks to NABI MUHHAMAD

have an enjoyable night, and wish me luck for my exam starts from today. chaoz

TAMADUN ISLAM, SALUTE!

"Wahai orang yang beriman, bahawa sesungguhnya arak, judi,pemujaan berhala dan menilik nasib adalah semuanya keji daripada perbuatan syaitan. Oleh itu, hendaklah kamu menjauhi supaya kamu berjaya." (al-Maidah:90)

"Janganlah kamu menikahi wanita semata-mata kerana kecantikannya; boleh jadi kecantikannya itu akan membuat mereka hina. Janganlah kamu menikahi wanita semata-mata kerana hartanya; boleh jadi hartanya itu akan membuat mereka zalim. TAPI nikahilah mereka kerana agamanya. Wanita hamba sahaya yang tuli namum beragama adalah lebih baik." (HR: Ibnu Majah)

My first semester is torturing. The whole semester, what I have learned are all about Islam. Even my Malay class, the campaign which we have presented was also about "berkhatan". whatthehell.

This sunday, my first paper is this "freak-me-out" TAMADUN ISLAM.. Is it because our country "is going to be" an islamic county, or "is already" an islamic country, that's why we are studying all this things.. Why not other civilization, I think it will be more interesting than this. No offence to the religion, is just that I'm really not into it at all.

anyway, back to the book. If not, I will get punished by ALLAH SWT

My Condolence

It happened two days ago, and my condolence to him and his family. His mum get killed and the sister is blind, caused by the insane father who splashed the acid on his mum and his sister..

Here's are the link of the news
Kwongwah

TheStar

However,
the news for today has reported the wrong info about his mum and make them fed up of the news. My friend got fed up because they reported wrongly about the mum that his mum is a gambler and owed alot of money until the dad got fed up and killed her. The mum supposed to be the victim and sacrificed in this sad incident. Besides, he was angry because the sister got disturbed by the reporters. He was already upset for this tragedy happened to him and he left his sister with him.

I guess there'll be another clarification reports about the truth for this tragedy, anyway, do hope that he would take good care of himself.. Besides, he has made up his mind to continue his studies, wont be affected by anything, it's a good thing that he could still stay tough.

Exam Fever

Argh, Final's coming.. I guess for most of the students who are still studying, the final exam is just around the corner. November is not a good month, although my birthday is on that month.

I have 6papers to go in the final and I haven't touch any of them yet. The management exam which I took two days ago, I've already screwed that paper. Seriously, all of us have no idea for the f*ckin questions. Hopefully the first mid term marks helps.

my first paper is on 1st Nov, and it's that holly shit TAMADUN ISLAM thingy which I have no interest at all. I dont know where should I begin

Anyway, I'm back Penang again. Just couldn't stand staying there for no purpose and doing nothing, besides there's no entertainment at all seriously.
Now I realised how much I LOVE PENANG.

Dead Blog

this blog is gonna be dead soon i guess. sorry for not updating lately..
busy for exam, and dont know what to update also. lol

anyway, two more days for another management paper, and after that will be our finals. Yet, I'm not ready at all. Just got back to uni. sigh





GLory Glory Man United, MU defeated Bolton last nite, while Chelsea and Liverpool lost to Aston Villa & Sunderland respectively. wow wow wow.. MU is back on top again. haha

Add/Drop Pissed Me Off

Add/drop pissed me off. It seriously did.

the server was just so suck on that night, thousand students were all trying to get into the website and it was corrupted. Damn! Everyone was eagering to add the subjects we want but the website was down.. WOW.. what the.. "First Choice University"

I sat in front of the computer from 12am till 1something, only managed to add two subjects, fortunately, my seniors gave me a helping hand and added the rest for me. And it was just so lucky that all the subjects that I have arranged have added nicely, which means everything is under my plan next sem. woohoo~~

However, the webpage made everyone disappointed. Like my roommate, he couldn't enter the web even though they said only the Uni network can access the webpage, hence, he has to add the subjects which he's not really wanted to. MALAYSIA BOLEH. No wonder UUM is not listed for the top university in the world.

Anyway, sad to go back to uni tomorrow, there's a presentation and I'm not ready yet. Supposed to be back by today, but...... feeling's suck! Anyhow, will be back again, on thurs!

ADD/DROP

This Fri onwards if im not mistaken, will be our add/drop week, but now, I'm in a dilemma.I dont know what course to take.

Well, the main problem i'm facing now is, I just want to add courses that is available on Sun to Wed, because I want to go back Penang after the classes. And this F*cking Uni, I dont understand why, they have this stupir Co-curricular thingy, ON SATURDAY, yet all of the students are CUMPULSORY to take it for 4semesters. wtf. Just a waste of time.

That is why, I'm trying to arrange all my classes on Sun to Wed, and try to take some 3hrs classes.
I've decided to add Marketing, Statistic and Account. These three are for sure,but accounting classes seem like getting very few places.. The other 3subs will be Business Law, OB and maybe that computer application management class.

Should I take eng class or malay class for Business Law? and that OB I'm afraid there's not enough space for me, hence I have to choose alternative courses like Econs but I wish everything's under my plan.INSHA-ALLAH.

First Choice Universtiy? Pui